Truthfully I pulled into the parking lot and started crying. I'm a grown man, and fell apart. No kids, no evil W, none of the regular awfulness I read around here and still it's knocking me off my feet.
I get that this may be gift, but some days it's hard to find the silver lining. I'm going to slow down a bit, take more breaths this week, and focus on the positive. That and drive more carefully.
Don't ever feel bad for crying, nothing at all wrong with that. Regardless of the differences in our sitches this experience is the hardest thing we have ever been through and we need to release those emotions at times.
Yeah, be careful driving. As embarrassing as this is, I ran into a firehydrant a month or two ago from being distracted. I was coasting in a parking lot and it went into the side of the wheel destroying it. Mistakes happen, we learn from them and move on the best we can.
Sorry the meeting didn't go as well as you wanted, tomorrow is another day. Take it one day at a time if need be.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
