Where I focus on charity and prayer

[DifRent]

Matt, I think your prioritization is the right way to do things, absolutely. And I probably do have it backwards, at least sometimes. I know detachment from the outcome is the ideal. But feelings are what they are. I'd like to be the DB hero here, but sometimes, I'm just a mess. Like Fogg in his thread, I'm always looking for some sign of progress, of hope - really hard to see with the OW in the way, and yet, there are glimmers here and there. But yes, if I don't see those signs, I get down.

Thanks for your insights. Definitely things for me to work on.