"Need" her is a really strong word. I know if she doesn't come back, there still is a future and I can make the determination to be happy. But I can't really see that yet, and I want her back more than anything. Which leads to funky moods when I get the sense I'm tilting at windmills.
Me: 46 Her: 41 M: 5.5 yrs / S: 20, 18 3/26 W and I meet OW BD: 5/2/2015, she takes off ring W goes to stay with OW 6/26 NC: 9/5 Both moved out: 10/16 I take off my ring and feel... healed: 10/19
