Well I did it!!! I just had my first conversation in nearly 8 months where I took control and my power back.
There is a situation going on with my son and my W wanted to talk to me about it. She said she needed to talk to me immediately. I called her, kept the subject on my son and as soon as I gave her my input I told her that I had to get back to work.. She immediately said "Are you mad at me?" I said no I am just really busy. She said "ooookkkay, because it sounds like you're mad, did I do something wrong"? My reponse "Nope, I'm just really busy dealing with some issues here. Ill talk to you later".
It felt amazing and you could almost hear the confusion in her voice. I'm at work, in uniform, and I am trying not to cry. I have such a long uphill road to travel and it feels good to take the first step. I don't know what God has in store for me but I really hope it's my family at the top of that hill.
BD Oct 2014 S Dec 2014 D filed Feb 20, 2015 D on hold as money ran out for attorneys and the marital home's future is up in the air
