Stop those awful thoughts!!! It does you NO GOOD at all, sweetie. Get back on your GAL horse and gallop away!
I know, Wonka. Some days that seems to require a stronger act of the will than that of which I am capable. As far as GAL, just kind of faking it, I guess. I'm too far away for her to know otherwise, so I'll steel myself to do more than fake it when she sees me again later this week. Today I guess I was thrown by the postponed lunch. Really hard to focus today on much else besides her, ugh. I need to start my new job!
Me: 46 Her: 41 M: 5.5 yrs / S: 20, 18 3/26 W and I meet OW BD: 5/2/2015, she takes off ring W goes to stay with OW 6/26 NC: 9/5 Both moved out: 10/16 I take off my ring and feel... healed: 10/19
