This has been the hardest thing I have ever gone through.
my W has definately re-written our marriage history. Now all I hear is how unhappy she was. How I was never there for them (I worked 2 jobs for 18 years to keep her home to raise the children)
I'm not a strong person. I suffer from depression and anxiety. I have screwed up for months with begging, pleading and crying for her to R. I am so incredibly thankful for this website and I pray I can get strength from it as I try to DB this freaking situation!
I am on day 3 of going dark and she just sent me a text. I responded very casually because it was about our son and she is fishing for more. Me not responding with anything more than the information pertaining to the facts is definately a 180 from my usual reponses.
BD Oct 2014 S Dec 2014 D filed Feb 20, 2015 D on hold as money ran out for attorneys and the marital home's future is up in the air
