Your right. A week feels like a year. I feel like I have almost forgotten what her voice sounds like. We have never been apart this long in 15 years. I've thrown myself into my work and school. I really need to get my life together and focus on improving myself. I don't expect to hear from her anytime soon. I have a vacation coming up next week. I plan to get my house in order and really start working on some of these changes I have talked about. I need to go out and start purchasing some new furniture and a television. I never realized how much she took from the house. It feels so empty. I understand I need to let her experience whatever it is she is looking for. There is nothing I can do to change it.


Me: 33 W: 30
T - 12 M - 3
K - 0
BD - 6/14/15
Moved out - 6/14/15