Serve the servants: Wayward Wife & LRT (7)

[Defacto]

Thanks for all the feedback, gang. Even if I felt it was a good idea to drop in on STBX and her friends, I couldn't have because she was two hours south of me.

Journaling:
Awesome weekend with the kids! I picked up the kids Friday night after work at MIL's house. We grilled steak for dinner (of course). Then D4 and I pigged out on popcorn and snacks while we watched a movie downstairs.

Saturday morning, I drove the kids over to my best friend's house for a play date. After lunch, we enjoyed an awesome discovery and science museum about an hour south. The whole time we were there, D4 kept asking if we could come back. I love taking the kids to do fun stuff like this.

STBX called Saturday night to say hello to the kids. She was friendly, asked about our weekend plans, and seemed to go out of her way to tell two funny stories about D4 saying nice things about me.

Sunday morning, I took kids to a drive thru wildlife park. The kids loved seeing all the animals up close. After the driving portion, we went on the carousel, the Ferris wheel, and played in the splash park. The weather took a turn for the worse after lunch, so we spent the rest of the day indoors playing together and watched a movie. We really did have a blast. I truly cherish the time I get to spend with my two angels.

STBX called again to talk with D4 tonight. D4 told her all about our day together.

In all, I did fairly well keeping my mind focused on me and the kids. I did see a few selfies STBX posted that made me really question who she is these days. I guess one doesn't get a boob job and not show it off, right? I kind of feel sorry for how she needs so much affirmation right now. Of course, I snapped a few pics of me having a blast with the kids over the weekend to throw up on Instagram too.

I've realized that this is my new life now. It's not a life I've freely chosen but I am making the most of it. I'm going to be the best damn dad I can be. I will maintain self respect yet I have not given up on my marriage.

Here's to hoping D4 falls asleep in the next few minutes so I can enjoy True Detective!