I guess nothing last forever.

Last Friday my H and I went to a birthday party and had a good time. We even spent the whole weekend together and that went well as well. Then I don't know what happened. He became very distant with me. We had a marriage therapy appointment together this past Thursday, however, he asked to go by himself and I agreed. We were suppose to meet the Friday after that for happy hour and canceled on me. Today I found out the counselor told do not have contact with me while he figuring out what he wants. It's hurt but I told him that I would honor that. I don't know what happened. We were having a good time and then bam I feel like I am back at day one. I can't stop crying and feeling so depressed. I know I need to get a life, but that is easier said then done.


H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)