Trying to keep my mind occupied with other things and activities, boy is it tough. The weather ended up messing up our Cedar Point day, so we went to Cleveland, hit the casino and hit the bars. It felt good to "dapper" up and go out. As much of a good time I had all I could think about was my WAW. I kept thinking she'd have fun if she was here with me. It didn't ruin my night by any means, but I find myself thinking about her. I really wish there was something I would be able to do to reconnect, but I know that's not part of this process and I have to leave her alone.
As I sit here while my buddy drives, I'm looking forward to seeing my kids. I'm rehearsing in my mind how the conversation will go if she asks about my weekend since she really didn't know what we were up too. I think if she asks I'll say "We had fun." and leave it at that. I'll find a quite place and continue reading DR.
