a young man with hope II

[lnlyshp]

Just laying awake venting. Divorce is finalized on Monday. I'm scared. I don't want to be alone. I want to be my with my XW and make her happy. I want to make our family whole. But it's all coming to an end on Monday and I'm scared.

I don't know what to do. I just wish things weren't like this and that I could fix them. I honestly didn't think it would be this painful at this point. I kept telling myself that things would get better in time and I feel like they've just got worse.

Just feeling sorry for myself tonight. Sorry all.