And honestly, Heather... he may have been laughing it up, but it was such an awkward situation. Laughing with his brother... anger towards s18 and me. I don't think he knows what else to do! It cant be the best feeling when your own son does not want to acknowledge you on his graduation.
My fault.
I can handle that. I can keep it moving. Blaming me is not going to change anything. And I no loner let it bear any burden on me.
It's really just sad. S18 was pretty grumpy this morning. I think he was feeling it prior.
