RosaLinda, it has been very hard the past couple of days, I miss him so much & I find that I am doing the wrong thing for my emotional support. I have told the male online friend that we can''t meet & the reason was that I wanted to work on getting on my H back & he was ok with it, we text a little but nothing serious.
I have a hard time trusting myself after this. I have not lost focus on my baby step I established on 23 June, I haven't see my H in 13days & all contact was initiated by him. I reply only short & polite & still working slowly on GAL.
He wanted to drop me off some $ he owed me yesterday & I left the house before he arrived. He had to leave it in our porch.
They were not kidding when they say that it was going to be the hardest thing you ever do
