Well, still filling empowered this morning, but yes, there was some liquid courage in my words last night. I was just happy for once to be home after H.
Asitis, thanks for catching me from doing something that will not improve my situation. I guess each time I catch my H in another lie that confirms an A, I feel a bit vindicated. His continued attempts at gaslighting, even though I do know what he is doing, start to wear me down mentally, and at times I do question reality. So after two months of this, I do have an urge to be a bit vindictive, but I agree this will not get me to where I want to be. Thanks for snapping the rubberband for me.
Me: 42 H: 40 M: 12 H moved out - 8/2015 I filed - 8/2015