Summer of Growth and Acceptance

[asitis]

Funny, but tipsy and empowered? Ever hear of having a shot of courage (sometimes put as liquid courage). Go to bed, and leave well enough alone. Leave him wondering what you think, what you were doing. You had fun. Good for you. Leave it at that. Not being or appearing focused on him takes his power away. Let him be the one focusing on you rather than the reverse.

Yes, there is a devilishly good time to be had by poking him and watching the antics, but does that serve your purpose? If so, have fun, but I suspect you'll figure out that it isn't really what you are aiming for.

It is great that you are getting out and genuinely having a good time. Makes you feel truly alive and like the world hasn't closed into this confining little space of worry and pain. Keep up the good work and enjoy!