so when I got home last night H had mowed my yard and then he stayed (my S asked him to) for dinner and I made dinner and then we went on motorcycle ride.
It was ok I can say I felt H was not enthusiastic about being there but he stayed. It seems at night he like switches back to some sort of depressed, mopey, angry person. Can't quite put my finger on it but I use to ask him what is wrong not I just go about things and figure if he didn't really want to stay for dinner or ride then he could speak up and that is his problem.
I made it through the day it was fairly good not great. I feel good though I didn't expect anything and still don't and it seems that is the good way to be.
I have plans for tonight with S and tomorrow is Yoga in Park. I am feeling pretty positive about myself. I think it is very important for all of us to take care of ourselves first. Once you realize that, you feel much better.
