These forums should be a mandatory subject in school. My life has turned around.
I know what you mean about those quotes, sometimes though they just speak to you.
It is all up in the air. It always was. We were just fooling ourselves. Me definitely included. I wish so much that my darling W could be here now. I travelled the world on my own and always wished that I had someone next to me to share all of the great experiences with. But this, this awakening just blows me away. I want my love here to share it with me. Maybe one day she will. Maybe there will be someone else.
I regret there is a disconnect between newbies and us. Not that I am healed. Next week I will likely be mess after hearing from Ws lawyer. But the path I am on, we are on, the benefits are unimaginable to newcomers. They were for me.
I want to tell newcomers, Cindy for e.g. that others, well meaning friends, other forums will encourage you to go on that date. "You deserve better, go for it girl". But this is oh so much better, and rewarding, and lasting.
take care PP
M: 6 T: 12 Kids: 2,4 BD: Jan 2015 S: Feb 2015 EA/PA confirmed: Feb2015/Mar2015
