Summer of Growth and Acceptance

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It has finally hit me today, or rather, I am finally facing the truth after reading another thread. While deep down I know that I will be ok no matter what happens with H, I must admit to lots of fear about the possibility of what divorce would mean. No relationship with H, feelings of failure, financial ramifications (this is imparticularly hard since I have been the primary income our entire marriage and quite frankly it pi$$e$ me that I might loss 1/2 of retirement and savings), dating and all that comes with it, having the label divorcee.... and I am sure there is more. I need to work at getting over this. I know this is the most important aspect of DB. I just needed to type it and see it in writing.