My exhausting life part 3

[Kembo05]

Goodness she is really testing my patience. She left the house at 8 last night and didn't get home until 11:30. so who knows what she was doing or who she was with, hopefully she hasn't rekindled her relationship with the OM who is 9 years younger than her and just turned 21. She was cold and rude this morning and I just had to bite my lip so I wouldn't go off. I've been nothing but loving, forgiving, kind, and cordial during this entire situation (minus a few blow ups in the beginning) but I just want to go off on her and ask what i've done that deserves her hateful attitude.

I am definitely transitioning to a stage of anger with W. I was looking at her this morning and my blood just started to boil thinking about the hurt that she has caused our family and what a terrible example she is for our D2 right now. It makes me so mad.

I'm not going to let this anger control me, I stir in it for a few minutes and then I try to move past it. I still want M to work, but at this point I think W and I both need a physical separation. I'm so exhausted from her right now.