Hey Z, been in my thoughts daily! I do read all you guys are posting for sure. I do not want to muttle your very productive conversations. I am learning so much from you all!
I wanted to say to you that I am getting a sense from all of your posts that H is still controlling you (emotionally) and he isn't doing anything actively. That is a sign post maybe of something to look at. I know you have spoken about this with IC, so maybe this is still part of the grieving process that you are still in, maybe withdrawal as V is alluding to, IDk. whatever it is, I hope you are able to take a look at this issue, learn from it and heal.
