It was definitely a shock. I feel like I almost have PTSD from it. I refuse to let her bring me down or make my life suck. I will be the one to come out on top of this. I am working on becoming a strong independent person again. Trying to stay busy and GAL. Sometimes I struggle with the GAL and the 180's. What if she doesn't notice? I try to post FB updates for my own sanity about what I am doing in my daily life that would shock her. I know she is reading them. Then I realize these are changes for me and for my life, with or without her.
Me: 33 W: 30 T - 12 M - 3 K - 0 BD - 6/14/15 Moved out - 6/14/15
