Journaling....

Nothing new to report, aside from I've already missed my goal of posting daily. I just really find there's not much to say, nothing really happens on any given day for me. I guess this is both good and bad.

Had brief, friendly text exchanges with W both Monday and Tuesday. Nothing today. Again, we just don't seem to go more than a couple days and I guess while it's good that there's no animosity, it just feels so...I don't know. Unfortunate? Under-deserving of what we used to be?

I can't place it, but it's like my M / our R has been whittled down to where it's hanging by this single thread, dangling precariously, and at any point that thread is going to snap.

Anyway, I know I should be thankful that in the very least my interaction is not filled with hatred and bad emotions. And I am, truly. But it leaves me feeling unsettled for some reason.


Me:36 W:30
M:2.75 T:7
BD: 4/2015
ILYBNILWY: 5/2015
W Moved Out: 5/2015
W filed for D: 7/2015