Tomorrow is my last day. Back in April I though I would never make it here. Every day was a new kind of hell, but I made it to the end. I wish I could say I am happy or proud of myself for enduring, but right now it is all so bittersweet. I also had to let my hot new friend (HNF) go.Right now is not the right time for a fling, as tempting as it is. But I learned that I am still attractive to men (of many ages apparently), that I can find other men attractive without me comparing or being reminded of H. And that I can walk away from something I really want when it doesn't make sense. It also made it so much easier to detach from h. HNF was the ego boost and distraction I needed, but he was also the test of giving into temptation. I am begrudgingly passing the test.
Last edited by mustardseed; 06/25/1501:17 AM.
40s 2teens M14Y BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14 BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14 EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15 D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17
