you are right - I have started to pray for AP and that she realizes how much her family needs her and loves her. I pray that she wants to be there for them and be a good partner and mother. I pray for her salvation. I pray for my W and for her to make the best decisions for herself and our family.
Boy is it hard to pray for the AP but yes, I have started doing that as well.
My prayers have evolved over time, I no longer pray for "Please God, bring her back" but more now of "Help me to live with and accept your Will and so that I can be strong enough to live with what you have planned for me."
This was way different than in the beginning of this mess.
