Just noticed something kind of weird, I was looking at our texts for a date on a baseball thing. All our texts are gone from mid April when she left till last week. I don't know if she could somehow erase them from my phone? Or why she would, just kind of weird. Oh, and I think maybe one big reason I have started feeling this way is because of my therapist, she seems to be pushing me towards getting out. I know that s@cks.