Huddy, I'm not sure I understand what your question is. I've already explained things. Only NDY can interpret what some of those messages mean because he has to see them in the context of his W.
And despite his challenges, I went through the same things before my M was saved. I was dealing with an MLC spouse and it was at least 3 years before she actually stopped spewing.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
