Stayed the night at my grandma's house. That sucked I have never felt so alone without the kids. W has brought the possibility of a MC, but at this time I don't know if this is an attempt to get me back in the house.
Here is my predicament: as I have said my S13 has aspergers and does not handle change. Before this things in the house have been so calm that he has really been excelling and wanting to do more socially - this is a big step for him.
I really don't want to come back to the house right now because it seems that W is giving lip service to get me back home. I can be gone a few more days before S13 realizes that I am not on a business trip.
I just don't know what to do. I am not being a great dad by being away, but being under the same roof with W will drive me nuts.
If she asks me to go home I want to make it conditional and here are my requests:
1. End the EA with the OM, 2. Find a new AA group or agree to go inpatient for the drinking; and 3. Agree to go to a MC.
