Look what you just wrote... "I COULDN'T STOP HER..."
That's control. You have to let all of that go. She has a right to do what she wants to and you should only be concerned with the actions that impact you or your S.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.