Another update. H asked me out to have early breakfast with him. Good thing my mom was available to babysit the kids. H and I actually had good conversation. It's been a long time. I still didn't show my excitement but dressed nice even for breakfast. I feel like the fog is lifting and the ice melting. He's becoming softer and sweeter towards me. It is surprising and nice but I am scared. What if he goes back to fog and ice again so I still have my wall up. I hope this is really for good. I am still DB-ing, GAL-ing and continuing 180. I keep re reading DR.
