I appreciate your posting and insights. I always like to read about others situations and what helps and what didn't. Although factors vary wildly they are always interesting.
Yeah - just living my life - adjusting slowly to my realities and try to focus on positives. I have a lot to be grateful for and I know it. I am trying out new things and meeting some new people. No one special but just new folks.
One day at a time. Looking forward to Friday to get my kids for the week.