Mighty ... yeah all that beating up n sctuff ... you know better. Truth is .. .all of us here had no way of knowing, no way to really stop this crisis, could we have handled things better ... some might say they could but I would argue HOW? How when for the most part all of us just assumed a MLC was the guy in his 40's buying a sports car and hoping to catch some 20 somethings eye ... nothing about MLC being able to take a W or a H and turn them into a blank eye alien monster who will not stop till all has been destroyed as the LBS tries to just piece together what happened.
I think we all have that guilt for a bit .. guilt there was a magic bullet we could have fired, a key word to snap them out of it .. anything .. heck I would have died my hair orange and ran naked through the streets if I thought it would have helped.
For me, it was meant to be, I had to go through the hurt and pain in order to become the man I should have been all along. I think for you ... you will have to discover the lesson, I have no doubt you will but for now I understand you are still looking and thats ok too .... this is not easy, but you know we are all here with you .. thick or thin .. wanting to see you out the other side.
