Up late, guess my mind is racing. H tried his best to fight with me today.
Do not engage. He does not possess the ability to affect you emotionally anymore, is that clear?
He left. Let him deal with that. If he wants to be ugly about it, let him. That doesn't affect you because you are an emotional rock who is unaffected by his selfish and childlike behavior. You have your own set of standards of behavior and you will not yield that control of yourself over to another.
His words and actions DO NOT affect you...got it? You are cool as a cucumber. He does not possess the ability to push your buttons anymore.
Is this clear?
Let me put this bluntly. You are worried about reconciling a relationship that is already dead. Stop doing that. Work on becoming a woman only a fool would leave, so make him the fool for leaving you.
-PM
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.