Nothing Z. Absolutely nothing is wrong with you. I can honestly say that it will just take time for emotions to settle and for clarity to prevail. It's taken me 12+ months to realise that sadness at the loss of my M and hope for my future can co-exist....and a signature on a piece of paper doesn't much affect that.
Why do you need him to sign so badly? Maybe the simple answer is he's lazy, or he's not ready, or he's trying to control you. But why does him not signing mean so much to you at the moment? Would things be very different if he did sign? Or would you still be having to deal with the occasional waterworks?
H 37 Me 36 Together 15 years Married 5 years No kids BD Apr 2014 H moved out 2 Jun 2014
