It's tough Matt, I'm putting it on a CC and in my own head using it as therapy. I figure that it's an investment in my M and if nothing else and investment in my own sanity.

Just to hear from someone that understands this whole ordeal from a completely separate perspective is worth the debt.

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T5 M3
BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day
Served 9/15
D finalized 6/17