The crying will come Mike. As men we're usually scared as hell of our negative emotions so we've got decades of conditioning to not let them out.
I've cried just about everyday for the last six months - amazing. Now I can tell around 3pm by the tightness in my stomach that it's coming, and low and behold, at 8pm or so the flood works have started.
Once you break that seal and let it out and realize that as awful as it is, you're going to live through it, you'll most likely be apt to cry some more.
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