Kind of a rocky day so far. Received and completed my L's retainer agreement. Then, my STBX posted a goofy Instagram video of herself and it triggered me a bit. In the video, I saw the personality of STBX that made me fall in love with her. It stinks to see her so happy without me and knowing that I am not a part of her life in that way anymore.


Me:35 W:30
D:4 S:1
Bomb: 01/08/15, discovered EA & PA
In House Separation: 01/14/15
W moves out: 04/05/15
I tell OM's W about A: 04/15/15
W serves D papers: 06/19/15
Mediation: 09/16/15
D final: 12/01/15