My exhausting life part 3

[Kembo05]

Yeah I am still in the house. L said don't leave until I am forced to because if I leave it shows the day to day interactions with my D2 aren't important to me.

We really haven't talked about our "requests" with each other. she has put her requests in and that is her official temporary order request, my L will respond to those requests this week and we will have our version of what we are requesting. hopefully that makes sense.

I just want to pose the question to my W of just separating but not continuing on with the D process. I don't know how she will view that request from me. I just don't want to sell our house and keep taking giant strides forward with the D. Again, I don't care about the house I just think if we have to sell it it will be like the point of no return for her.

To be honest, I am just getting nervous about the upcoming court date. I have been moving forward, but I still want to reconcile.