Bright, I do hope that you enjoyed having your GF over last evening. I'm sure you and your guest had a fabulous time.
Bright, I know that you are discouraged because you don't have a lot of movement in your situation and that's okay. Posting updates is a way for you to get it out there and refer back to those thoughts at a later time. If you feel the need to take a break from the forum, then by all means do so. You are not obligated to post updates all of the time. Sometimes we need to take that little bit of "me" time to recharged our batteries and then we return. There is nothing wrong w/being a little bit selfish in taking care of you for a change.
Whatever you decide to do, I will support you.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
