Up late, guess my mind is racing. H tried his best to fight with me today. I believe he wants a reason not to show up Wed. I'm not going to give it to him.

He went from telling me he wanted to go on a "Date" with me to yelling at me.

My son said it's like he is out of his mind. I know he is
at least feeling depressed because he half way admitted it.Then said he would work it out on his own.

I think he needs to see a doctor but I'm not going to bring it up. He acts like I'm his enemy.

I want him home because I haven't seen him in almost two months. He stayed an extra month after announcing he was "DONE", but I refuse to be walking on egg shells around my own home.

I'm just praying for strength and reading tons of info on mid life crisis.

As far as the "Date", should I plan one?


Me44 H47
M22 T28
D23 S17