Don't leave us - we need you as much as you need us!
Originally Posted By: BrightFuture
Thank you for this! I was trying to put this in words. I feel like there is a bond between me and H, and I wish it would go away, so I could have my life back. I think for me it is just never going to be fully resolved, and I think it will never be for him either... This is what makes me sad.
Oh this is so me and how I feel. I think no matter what there will always be an unexplainable connection between my h and I - he knows it too, he has just lost the way to accept it. It has a hold over me and I wish so much it would leave, but it just sits in the background waiting for inopportune moments to shove itself back into my conscious thought. I do wonder if I will ever let him go.
Bright, you are so amazing, you live your life and are finding a way through all this, I love reading your updates and thoughts, they fill my dark tunnel with light.
