Idk, Zephyr...I loved my first H's sweetheart so much...he was truly a worthy, well actualized person. I was immature and broke off the engagement.
The failure part...I dated such a string of lazy non-ambitious men. I don't know why I chose to attract these people in my life or why I found their companionship so dear.
Mid 30's Psych-abusive M with violent tantrums from XH D 9/15; NC forever on