Mahhhty - Thanks for the advice. You are right. I know that person I married is somewhere deep inside but he is on his own journey of self discovery. He has lots of anger towards me but I don't think it's all about me.
I have stopped responding to his emails or texts unless it relates to the kids and their schedule. He text me out of nowhere last night to tell me a storm was coming and if we were ok. I didn't respond. I'm thinking to myself we are alone every single day. All of a sudden you are concerned about some rain???
He took the boys on vacation today for the entire week. I was devastated at first when I heard they would go. They just left and I am holding my head high and will not cry. I am going to keep myself busy until later in the week when I go out of town on a business trip. It does hurt to know that my family went away without me. I want so bad to be a part of that trip but I also know this is my new reality and the sooner I accept it the easier it will get.
M12 Kids 2 ILYBINILWY 08/05 Reconciled 05/06 S07/12 Moved back 03/13 Separated Again 06/24/13 Back Again (his choice) 02/14 Leaving again 03/23/14 DIVORCED 02/15
