It's that not knowing what to do feeling that just eats away at you. On afternoons or nights when I don't have any GAL ideas, I get so bored and find I have nothing to do but think and worry.
So, is there something you can do? Are there classes at your local craft store? A meetup group you can join? A new book you can read by the pool? Heck, even just treating mysrlf to a lunch outside helps.