Thank you for checking in on my thread. I will appreciate anything you post.
Your words literally brought me to tears. My S17 knows I'm using this site and a coach. He checked my thread and came and told me to log in and read your post. He said "I know these people are strangers but they are giving you great advice. Tomorrow is going to be better mom, all we can do is try."
I know my convictions and I know I can learn from my mistakes. I'm not a quitter and my mind is making things worse for me.
3 goals for tomorrow:
1. Take a shower..LOL 2. Repaint my windmill 3. Cookout for my son and his friends
My H coming home for awhile will be difficult. I want some strength back before he gets here. It's going to be strange. I'm so thankful I have this place to support me.
