Thank you patientman. I am interested in learning more.
I feel like last night all the faith I had in repairing this was stripped away .
I will always love him so that's my burden to carry.
Everyone tells me to wake up he is using you until he gets his feet under him and then he will divorce you.
I read about good people on here trying their best for themselves but still desperately in love with their spouse.
Not many successful stories of people improving their own lives and then reconciling.
My H is still coming home on the 24th but only for 10 days...if he can stomach me. He is going through a crisis and I feel for him but he doesn't feel for anyone else, not even his children.
He is free from me. I haven't asked him to come back since the first week. I don't question him on money, woman, or where he goes.
I will my life back together an move forward but I don't know if I can live in his stupid "I love you but not like I should...but I will not divorce you." limbo land.
Today just isn't good. I'm paying good money for coaching and I feel like a fool grasping for straws.
