Saw the W today at work. She did not see me and I held back so I would not run into her. No I am not hiding from her, it's hard enough as it as but throw work into the middle - no thanks.
Anyway, she headed into the coffee shop alone, with her new short hair and extra poundage packing her mid section. It is so weird seeing her so heavy. She looked just so alone. I don't know if she looked alone or if I projected onto her how I felt. i recognize it could be either or.
I really wanted to walk in and give her a "Hey" like we used to but I just kept walking. She never did see me.
So now I am sick, have laryngytis and will most likely spend the weekend sick. Nice. When MIL was in town last week, she always gets sick, gave it to the kids, who gave it to me. At least that is the story I am telling myself. I realize I tell myself a lot of stories - maybe some are true but probably most are not. Lol.
