My exhausting life part 3

[Kembo05]

She opted to let me have her this weekend, she was kind of condescending during the conversation so I politely asked for a timeout so I wouldn't say something I regret. She gets so ticked when I do this, but it's hard for me to STFU if I don't. Anyways, she "agreed" to let me have D2 this weekend if she could have her over July 4th. It wasn't worth the fight so I politely agreed to that. And NDY, it is most important for my D2 to be with me this weekend, my W just wanted her to be at home until she left to go hang out with friends. I try to constantly ask myself if I am being irrational. I honestly try to compromise as much as possible. My W? It's almost like if she isn't getting what she wants then it's out of the question.

My W is a teacher and she has the mindset that she gets D2 all day everyday during the summer months when I am at work. But when I am available outside of my 8-5 job that is when we will split her 50/50.

I constantly have to remind myself to not believe a thing she says. a week ago she was crying saying she hoped we could talk through the divorce process so we didn't spend all our hard earned money on lawyers, but last night it's almost like she is trying to make me feel guilty about that. "Well we can try and work it out or we can leave it up to the judge" It's amazing how she talks to me, like she has the upper hand and I am the one who has done all of these terrible things to her. I get angry and upset, but I almost feel sorry for her. She is never happy and she thinks when I leave that will bring her happiness. I think I am going to need another workout at the boxing gym this weekend....