I'm keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Continue to call your lawyer's office and advise the receptionist that this is an urgent matter and if your lawyer is going to be out of the office, do they have someone else there that can assist you.
You also need to start a new thread. This one is going to lock pretty soon.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
