Thanks. It is ok 25years and Job I think always say have no expectations so I am really trying hard at that so when H does do something however small it is I don't expect it and it doesn't make my entire day.
I use to let what H did or didn't do rule my day. I am learning it is MY day and I rule it how I want it to be without what H does or doesn't do. It has been a slow process to get here but I think I have or am finally reaching acceptance for what it is now
