All our our WAS's are dead set on D at BD. Just how it is, doesn't mean it cant change. One thing you hear on this site is how you are given the gift of time and to make the most of it. 6 months is a huge amount of time for things to change.
My W told me she was going to file 5 months ago(within 2 weeks of BD) and still hasn't. So whenever she does its still another 6 months wait. Focus on yourself and just let her do what shes going to do, you have much more time than you realize to work on yourself. Even if the D is final, that's not the end. It only ends when you decide its done.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
